donchu just hate it when everything just goes well and then curiosity kills the cat. -___- some things are just bettter unknown. it started out all magical because ther was something to hope for, something to look forward to but now that its over, is it really worth it? I made my prom night happen, I got what I wanted. I had the perfect date, the perfect group, the perfect dinner, the perfect after party. it was all perfect… until now. I replay memories of that night in my head, every little detail was just so important, special, and memorable. Why is it that when i put my effort into making something happen, it goes another way. Why does this always happen to me? I dont know… i still got time to convince but its not worth it cuz its gonna somehow turn out like  the other situation. I should be use to this. I was perfectly fine getting over it last gajillionth time it happened, why is this suddenly affecting me now. im tired of mix signals. how can you say something but do another????? whyyy?!?!?!  this is just… ohh well… Poo… ther goes another person. nothin i write seem to make sense to me right noww. everythin is just scramblin around in my head, jumpin around, out of order. im not even sure if this post even makes sense… ohh weell… wat happened happened… well its good that i havnt said anything. if i did, idk how i would deal with it then.